philosophy was always dangerous

at times, the long hours of read seems to be dragging me to the down

To the down of limitless darkness

A limitless darkness that has only You and You inside

It is like a game that makes you ponder and talk to yourself

A state where you question yourself, hate yourself

An insatiable desire never to satisfy with yourself

I hate philosophy; i hate it beacuse it is too hypocritical

Those, all of them: practicers, readers, teachers. All be lying telling how it gives a peace to mind, yet never tp achieve it themselves or warn how it triggers the fire inside

I have plenty of reason to hate it yet no strength to leave it

@olimovposts