30 years of running, thirty years of searching
30 years of hurting, thirty years of pain
30 years of fearful, thirty years of anger
30 years of empty, thirty years of shame
30 years of broken, thirty years of anguish
30 years of hopeless, thirty years of (hey)
30 years of never, thirty years of maybe
30 years of later, thirty years of fake
30 years of hollow, thirty years of sorrow
30 years of darkness, thirty years of (Nate)
30 years of baggage, thirty years of sadness
30 years of stagnant, thirty years of chains
30 years of anxious, thirty years of suffering
30 years of torment, thirty years of (wait)
30 years of bitter, thirty years of lonely
30 years of pushing everyone away