If there was a choice, I would take it. Not because of problems that I have or just simply suffering from everything going inside of my head.
Simply just I wanted something different from this life. Usually we live. We grow up. We suppress our emotions just to feel safe and not to distract others. Time by time we go crazy) Have some fun with friends. Incredible memories. And there we say “ I am alright, I am good”
This thing happens tons of time. And that’s the cycle.
But I have imagined life something like this. Peace in ever moment and enjoying what you have even though it’s not much. Without the propaganda of people, without the emotional attack or controversy of ideas. The search of the new feeling which is locked and can be unlocked after some points.
And again “it is what it is”. We live in a whole another level. Dystopian world.
Funny how I was afraid of the death when I was younger. Now I feel the death is the only hope for next level. Escaping from the ….. whatever it is 🫠🥲
Simply just I wanted something different from this life. Usually we live. We grow up. We suppress our emotions just to feel safe and not to distract others. Time by time we go crazy) Have some fun with friends. Incredible memories. And there we say “ I am alright, I am good”
This thing happens tons of time. And that’s the cycle.
But I have imagined life something like this. Peace in ever moment and enjoying what you have even though it’s not much. Without the propaganda of people, without the emotional attack or controversy of ideas. The search of the new feeling which is locked and can be unlocked after some points.
And again “it is what it is”. We live in a whole another level. Dystopian world.
Funny how I was afraid of the death when I was younger. Now I feel the death is the only hope for next level. Escaping from the ….. whatever it is 🫠🥲