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Qaysi javonibning
soyasiman men?
Nuragan
soyamning
doyasiman men.
Qanday jazavaning voyasiman men –
bu g‘umbak ichida vayronadekman...

Kim u – tashqarida,
chertib tinglagan,
shuncha karvon turib
meni tanlagan?
Bormi...
suyaklari qaqshab anglagan?
Gunohin bilmagan hayronadekman.

Yozdim qanotimni,
bo‘yladim – kushod,
kelmadi kutganim bilan hech imdod!
Suyganim,
kuyganim,
kuylaganim – dod,
qafasdan chiqmagan taronadekman.

Qancha baland uchmay
tubanman,
zichman!
Mahsharga tiralgan –
manam bir sinchman
va yana tuproqdan ungan ilinjman!
Lomakon girdida parvonadekman.

Yetdimmi –
yitdimu
girdobga tushdim,
necha yil ko‘raman tag‘in bu tushim?
Tushuntir loaqal,
o‘zing ham tushun,
ey Rafiq, dunyoga begonadekman...

Muhammad Siddiq