Suyunov she'rlari

Ko'zingda ma'yuslik, tashvish, iztirob,

Vasling istab yasharman har on
Lek ko'zingga boqish - katta xavf
ayblamayman seni hech qachon
va hech qachon etolmayman avf

Qo'shiq tinglab sukutda qalqir,
Yor o'zgaga yor og'ush sari.
Men haqimda o'ylaydi balki,
U betakror bir gul singari...

Men kim faqatgina orzumand,
Baxtli qo'shiq izlaguvchi tor.
Sevgan edim axir seni ham,
O'zgalarni sevgandek dildor...

Taraf
Sarf
Xavf

seni ayblamayman hech qachon
va hech qachon etolmayman avf

ALAMLI QO'SHIQ

O’zgani sevsang, sevgin,
Men ham senga zormasman!
Kel, yonimga, kela qol deb,
Chorlasang ham bormasman!

O’zi seni nega sevdim?
Buncha bo’lmasam ojiz.
Go’zalmassan, sen shunchaki,
Nayrang-makri ko’proq qiz.

Rostin aytsam arzimaysan,
Na she’rim, na sevgimga.
Men balandman! Qo’ling yetmas!
Ketavergin tenging-la...

Nima deding! Aslo, hech ham
Ko’zimdagi yosh emas.
Yosh bo’lsa ham sening uchun,
To’kmayapman... Bo’ldi... Bas...

Ketgin endi. Sevmayman-ku,
Meni qoldirgin yolg’iz!
Tugayapti sabrim... Tag’in –
Oyog’ingga cho’kmay tiz...

Hech bo'lmasa tushlarimga kir
Vasling tunda ko'rmaganman hech
Yuragimda hanuz havotir
Yetar endi, gunohimdan kech

Hech bo'lmasa tushlarimga kir
Yana dilda baxt his etaylik
Ko'zi ochiq so'qirman, so'qir

I love MATURITY. Sometimes, I might say we're young and should do whatever we want. But deep in my heart, I always know that you should think before you act. Always think, think once, think twice, then do something, so you will never regret your decisions.

Even though I occasionally make quick decisions, which isn’t good, I’m grateful to God for the few people who always give me advice about this. Every night before going to sleep, I reflect on what I did today and what I’m doing with my life.

I need more MATURE people in my life, and I don’t want to lose the ones I already have.

I love THE MATURITY. Sometimes, I might say we're youth and we should do anything we want. But in my deepest heart I always know that you should think before you act. Always think, think once, think twice, then do something, so you will never regret about your decisions. But, even I do something or make a decision fast occasionally, that's not good, and thank to God, I have a few people who always give me advices about this. Everyday, before going to sleep I think about what I did today and what I'm doing with my life. So, I need more MATURE people in my life and I don't want to lose I have already have ones.
Love you all!

Mehrinozim,
Mehring ne-yu, nozing nima?
Timdalaysan yuragimni, sozing nima?
Ne istaysan mendan, kimsa javob qilmas,
Qarashlarda sehrlaysan, ko'zing nima?

Termulsam gar nigohingga g'arq bo'laman,
Tutashmasmiz sira, g'arb-u sharq bo'laman,
Yaxshi-yomon orasida farq bo'laman,
Meni avrab yo'lga solar so'zing nima?

Xudo seni siylagan ko'p, tan olaman,
Ado bo'lib qiynalgan ko'p, tan olaman,
Bular asli menga naf, xo'p tan olaman,
Boqib sira to'ymasman-ey, yuzing nima?

Husning ortar kun sayin, bu yetuklikmi,
Yuragimda hijron sen deb kemtiklikmi?
Bilmam asli men senga hech yetarlikmi?
Nega seni sevaman, ayt, o'zing nima?

Mehrinozim,
Mehring ne-yu, nozing nima?

sen,
sen go'yo nursan hayot yo'limda,
sen go'yo shamsan zulmatlarimda,
sen majbur qilasan kurashishga,
harakat qilishga,
tuzalishga,
yashashga.

sen,
sening isming bor edi kitobimda,
sen taqdir bexos uchrashtirgan, farishtam,
sen men uchun go'yo Nuh, sen meni qutqarasan,
cho'kishdan,
dunyodan,
o'zimdan.

sen,
bir sen bilan ruhim tinch sokin,
bir sen bilan but bor bisotim,
sen borki xotirjamman xuddiki ko'nglim to'qday,
taqdirdan,
sendan,
xudodan.

sen,
sen sirlaringni baribir aytmaysan,
sening aytganlaring barisi xolva,
sening dardlaring bisyor, cheksiz, adoqsiz,
sig'maydi senga,
sig'maydi menga,
sig'maydi bizga.

sen,
tushkunlik bitirgan asli seni ham,
g'amlaring yuraging kemiradi, qo'ymay tinch yashashga,
o'ylayman,
kammidi mendagi g'amlar?
demak, kam ekan,
chunki,
behudaga uchrashmaganmiz...

sen,
lekin, sen shunda ham kulasan kuch topib,
lekin, sen shunda ham o'ynoqi, shaddod,
lekin, sen shunda ham mendan yaxshiroq,
sen mendan yaxshiroq,
bizdan yaxshiroq,
hammamizdan yaxshi.

sen,
seni sababsiz sevaman,
chunki,
aslida chin sevgi shunaqa bo'ladi,
nega sevishini ham bilmaydi odam,
gar bir sabab topganimda ham,
sevmagan bo'lardim, ishon,
biroq, hech qachon sabablar topmaganman,
chunonchi,
seni yaxshi ko'raman!
bir seni,
xudoga qasam.

yo'q sen sevmagansan meni hech qachon

Tun. Sukunat. Sen haqingda o'y.
Ko'zga uyqu yo'latmas sira.
Qaydan erkam bunchalar chiroy,
Boqib suratingga sog'ina...

O'tar kun-u tunlarim bedor,
Sen uyquda, qilmaysan parvo.
Bilmam bunda ne sinoat bor,
Bormikan ishq dardiga davo?

Ikki qutbday birda talpinib,
So'ng, qochamiz yana barobar.
Bu sevgida, uning yolqini,
Goh kamayar, gohida ortar.

Lek, bilaman, istasam chiroy,
Kutmasman hech, oyning to'lishin.
Mening baxtdan chaqnashim uchun,
Yetar bittagina kulishing!