Reflection of 2024.
Ps. If you don’t read till the end, then never read at all!
Yeah, you may say: you should have written this in the very first days of this year. However, I was hesitant to do so.
Now, I decided to write not just because it can be valuable to someone else, but rather I can benefit by further examining my thoughts.
So, compared to 2023 in which I was almost jobless and studying for the IELTS test, I started the year with a job in an
education centre. Although I did not earn much and was working at a lower position, therefore I was preparing for the IELTS exam once again to get higher score and eventually settle in teaching.
Did I become a teacher? No. I failed to get a higher score from the test, and wanted to leave my workplace because I was, at some point, ashamed of myself for not getting what I wanted. I thought working at a different place would be a fresh start.
Interestingly, I was offered a team lead position for the people I was working with. However, I was hesitant to take the job because my plan to become a teacher, at the time, was set in stone. After a long consideration, I took the job. And here I am now.
The next immensely valuable thing happened was to read books. I read so many books in 2024. If you are interested with the count, here you go: 27. Yeah, that’s more books that I read in my life till this year. However, the book called
“So good that they can’t ignore you” was the highlight of my reading journey.
On the way, I became more confident, leaning towards to become more extroverted. One thing I learned the hard way was to fight for what you value. Regret, that is the most painful feeling. If you don’t wanna feel this pain, just fight for it, pray for it, try for it, give your soul for it, no matter what it is, or who it is because I will. If you don’t fight, how do you teach your children about integrity, perseverance, and identity among many? Do you say them that I couldn’t have the balls to do what I want?
As we get older we become wiser. So, be the person you wanna be, take the chance, and never regret.
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