She has been struggling with her mental health since her childhood π
Probably, she's been growing up in a toxic family that is too loud, too noisy and too difficult to just adjust with π
Or maybe she's been struggling with finding a true friend, like yes there's more and more friends of her, but she cannot tell everything to themπ
perhaps, she's been fighting for finding a true love π, maybe a boy broke her heart, and afterwards she may picked each piece of her heart and freeze itπ
possibly, she's just scrambling to be a good muslimah π they're a lot of Β«fitnasΒ» as well as restrictions here in this Β«dΓΌnyaΒ» to fulfill the agreement of Allah, for herπ