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Assalomu Alaykum doʻstlar! Yuqoridagi videoni sizlar bilan bekorga boʻlishmadim.

Ancha yildan beri bir niyat bilan yurardim (niyatim shaxsiy boʻlganidan, nimaligini aytishga hojat yoʻq deb oʻylayman), 2024-yil noyabrdan boshlab shu niyatimni amalga oshirishga harakatni boshladim, shu ish bilan bogʻliq hamma jihatlarni hisobga olib sababini qildim, ota-onam va yaqinlarim bilan maslahat qildim. Shunday qilib, 2025-yil boshidan ushbu niyat haqiqiy maqsadga aylandi.

Endi oldimda qilishim kerak boʻlgan oxirgi va muhim bosqich qolgan edi. U ham boʻlsa ixlos bilan Allohga istixora qilish. Natijada bir necha kun ixlos bilan, Alloh barcha narsadan xabardorligi, buyukligi, ilmini ulugʻligini his etib chin dildan istixora qildim. Maqsadim ushbu qarorim haqiqatan meni hayotimda, dinimda, dunyoyimda va ishlarimning oxirida men uchun xayrlimi yoki yoʻqligini bilish orqali keyingi qadamni bosish edi. Chunki, BIZ XAYRLI DEB BILGAN NARSA BIZLAR UCHUN OQIBATDA XAYRSIZ, XAYRSIZ DEB BILGAN NARSA ESA OQIBATDA BIZ UCHUN XAYRLI BOʻLISHI MUMKIN.

Istixora natijasi oʻlaroq ushbu maqsadimga yetkazadigan yoʻllar qiyinlashdi. Avval qalbim shuni xoxlaganidan, natijaga bosim qilishga harakat qildim. Lekin Alloh qalbimga solib shu videoni avval koʻrgan boʻlsam ham yana bir koʻrgim keldi. Natijasi oʻlaroq esa, men uchun bu maqsadim xayrli emasligiga xulosa qildim va natijaga bosim qilishni toʻxtatdim. Allohdan toʻgʻri qaror qabul qilishda yordam soʻradim va O’ziga shukur, qalbim ushbu qarordan halovat ola boshladi.

Buni sizlar bilan shunchaki xolis boʻlishgim keldi, bundan hech qanday riyo va boshqa maqsadlar yoʻq!

Alloh hammamizga Oʻzi rozi boʻladigan qarorlarni qabul qilishimizga yordam bersin!

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1) Azimjon Pulatov: @lazyprogrammer @fikrlog
2) Mukhammadyusuf (aslo Yusuf) Abdurakhimov: @TenxStartuper
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Shunaqa gaplar do'stlar... Hali ko'p ishlash kerak

As for now, my progress:

1) I've read 300/510 pages of the book: daily ~15 pages (this is the longest streak since long time);
2) Small steps helping me to be consistent;
3) I've set limit to the distracting apps (for example, Instagram - daily screen time was reduced from ~2,5 hours to ~40 minutes)
4) My inner peace and self-confidence is increasing again day by day

Alhamdulillah!

BUT, THANKFULLY, I’ve started to follow new methods to break this state since December. Although these methods are well-known, I have never followed them before. They are:

1) Reading books based on current emotional state;
2) Taking small steps with consistency rather than big ones with less frequency;
3) Reducing time spent on useless things, like Social Media, Computer games etc;
4) Using the resources available and avoid making excuses for what you lack.

2024 was the one of the worst years for me from emotional/spiritual aspect. To be more precise:

1) I lost my inner peace;
2) My lazyness reached the highest point because I was in my comfort zone;
3) I lost consistency in everything;
4) Wasted so much time for useless stuff even if I was aware of it;
5) Even missed more salahs than previous years;

In conclusion, 2024 was year of decline for me, personally, with few expection cases.

Assalomu Alaykum my friends, I’m seeing improvement in my life day by day, Alhamdulillah!

In next few posts, I will share my experience in case you find them beneficial.

May Allah helps us to do the right things consistently!

Pain that sometimes I face during my taxi rides 🤦‍♂️