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Kapasen

3 Apr, 14:39

Forward from: гулфарез

God's game.

I once loved games—small, simple things, where rules were clear and victories sweet. But the day I realized I was inside God’s Game, every other game lost its meaning.

No one asks to join this game. No one signs up or agrees to play. From the moment ya take your first breath, ya are already a participant. There is no tutorial, no briefing—only a thrust into motion, into a life that was chosen for ya long before ya could understand choice itself.

At the start, each player is assigned a path. Not by themselves, but by those who came before—parents, who were placed on their own paths by their parents, who followed the choices of theirs. It is a cycle, an inheritance of direction.

But as time passes, players begin to realize something: paths are not fixed. Some struggle to carve a new way for themselves. Others abandon all direction, choosing instead to drift, to move wherever the wind of the moment takes them. These drifters care little for the rules of others. They live not for tomorrow, nor for meaning—only for the sensation of existing in the now.

Yet, strange things happen in God’s Game. Some paths seem greater than others, elevated, noble. But how can one road be superior when all roads were created by the same unseen hand? Logic falters here, crumbles in the face of something deeper, something inexplicable.

Following a path is not easy. The further one walks, the heavier it becomes. The weight of choice, of consequence, of doubt—it lingers, suffocates, and sometimes, it breaks those who carry it.

But there is no reward for enduring. No mercy, no relief. Every player suffers, whether they follow a path or not. There are no shortcuts, no safe zones, no moments where the weight is lifted. The game does not favor, does not grant ease. It simply is.

And there is no exit. No way to leave, no pause button, no second chances. Once inside, a player remains—moving in circles, repeating struggles, until the game itself decides their turn is over. Some endure longer than others, their strength stretched beyond reason, their will tested against the abyss of exhaustion.

But what lies beyond? No one knows. Some whisper of a reward, a promised paradise awaiting those who play well. Yet, no proof exists—only tales, spoken by those still trapped in the cycle. Those who finish the game never return to tell their story. Some say they vanish into nothingness, that the moment the game ends, all turns dark.

So here we are—all of us—playing God’s Game. Each moving in our own way, by choice or by fate. And though we may cross paths, though we may witness the struggle of others, in the end, every player must walk their journey alone.

@gulfarezz

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Kapasen

3 Apr, 04:00

today i met a korean who has darker skin color than mine, that usually never happens :)

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Kapasen

3 Apr, 02:52

“What we hold dear is much like our own home—familiar, comforting, and beyond question in our eyes. A person may see their garden as the most beautiful, their loved ones as the finest, their traditions as the truest. Others may smile, nod, and walk past, carrying their own certainties with them.”

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Kapasen

1 Apr, 10:35

gpt bilan gaplashib oʻoʻoʻtirodim, about good and bad, generally, brat “odamlar naturally good or bad?” ga oʻtib ketdilaku, sure why not dedim.

first take: Naturally good.
kimlarnidir(kimlardir being researchers) aytishi boʻyicha 3 oyli chaqaloqlar helpful characterlarni harmfullaridan ustun qoʻyarmish, qoʻgʻirchoq teatrida. Bu yaxshi va yomonni farqlash funksiyasi(morality) miyyamizga tugʻma joylashgan boʻlishi mumkin degani… Man stfu

Theory of Prosocial behaviour, boshqa kimlarnidir(evolutionary psychologists) aytishlari boʻyicha birovga yordam berish asrlar avval yashab qolish chance ini oshirgan va shu orqali morality evolutsion mostlashuv sifatida rivojlangan boʻlishi mumkin… meh

second take: Naturally evil.
Selfish gene hypothesis, Richard Dawkins aytadiki inson oʻz manfaatlarini birinchi oʻringa qoʻyishi, oʻzini himoya qilish uchun yolgʻon gapirishi yoki tajovuzkor boʻlishi mumkin.

Boshqa kimlarnidir aytishi boʻyicha yosh bolalar oʻzlari xohlagan narsaga egalik qilish uchun atrofidagilarni itarib yoki urushlari mumkin, bu odamlarning tugʻma tajovvuzkorlik xususiyati borligiga isbot boʻlishi mumkin va uni tarbiyalash orqali kamaytirish kerak ekan… sure, i know my brother would choose hammer over any other toys without a second thought.

third take: Lucifer effect: good people doing bad.
One of the strongest arguments for human morality being shaped by the environment rather than being purely innate.

Stanford prison experiment, 24 ta sogʻlom va average studends tanlab olinadida bazilariga guardsilar qolganlariga prisonersilar deb bir joyga tiqib qoʻyishadi. Tez orada qarabsizki guards lar jahldor, shavqatsiz boʻlib prisonerlarni kamsitishni boshlashadi, prisonerlar esa boʻysinuvchan(submissive) va depressiyaga tushib qolishadi. Bu jarayon 24 ta studentni shunchali tez oʻzgarishiga sabab boʻlganidan eksperiment 6 kun ichida tugatiladi. Bu oddiy odamlar muayyan sharoitda shavqatsiz, zoʻravon boʻlishi mumkinligini isboti edi.

anonimda xohlagan gapimizni gapirishimiz ham buning bir misoli ekan… how funny

fourth take: dual potential for good and evil.
kimlarnidir aytishi boʻyicha odamlar faqat good yoki faqat evil boʻlmas ekan, ikkalasiga ham moyil boʻlar ekan.

benality of evil, Nazi officerlari oʻrganilganda ular inherently evil emas “oddiy odamlar” who followed orders without questioning them boʻlib chiqqan. Bu odamlar atrof-muhit va jamiyatning axloqiy normalariga moslashishga moyilligina isboti boʻlishi mumkin.

Odamlar tug‘ma ravishda ham yaxshilik, ham yomonlik qilish qobiliyatiga ega.

Atrof-muhit va ijtimoiy ta’sir axloqiy xatti-harakatlarni shakllantiradi.

Odamlar qanday yo‘l tutishini ularning tanlovi, tarbiyasi va ijtimoiy tuzilmalar belgilaydi.

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Kapasen

31 Mar, 07:56

hey fam, how’s life? assuming it’s good, why don’t we start over then?
life status report:
still studying
still in kr, 2 years to go
currently single
life is mid
still ungrateful fuq
kicked some elders from the channel, i feel like i might consider risky posts in the future. i won’t promise i ll post smth everyday, i really don’t have much to share but still stay tuned

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Kapasen

18 Feb, 13:21

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30 Jan, 09:47

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18 Jan, 00:09

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16 Jan, 14:53

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Kapasen

14 Jan, 12:55

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Kapasen

1 Jan, 14:18

Smn s been watching squid game without me huh

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Kapasen

1 Jan, 14:17

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Kapasen

31 Dec 2024, 23:27

Thanks to ma guys for being online in last year(never gets old). Plus thanks to instagram, youtube, telegram, hdrezka, anime, books, netflix, cs. Gonna use the f outa them this year too. Dont expect too much, amma be livin, good or bad, type shi.
Honorable mention: Billie baby