Allah is planning for you better than you plan for yourself. Allah knows you find it hard to accept what’s going on.He knows that you are in need of comfort. He knows what is bothering you these days. He knows what your heart wants. He knows everything about you and indeed He is the only one who is always with you.
He will never leave you empty handed. If Allah allowed you to raise hands and make Dua for it know that He wants you to have it. So just trust the process and don't lose hope and don't give up on your Duas. Soon He will give you what you want. In Sha Allah