I have fights inside my head that nobody knows... They tire me as nothing else does.
While people think I'm so lucky, my heart is full of sadness, uncertainty and I try my best to live like I don't have those fights...
Because I don't want to give in to devil.. Because I want to be stronger than my nafs..
But I am so tired...
I am so confused..
When did it happen to me? It's so not familiar.. I don't know what to do..