I found this picture from last year
This is me inside Taj Mahal in India a year ago, also fully funded trip
Wearing the cheapest clothes, cheapest makeup but with a truly genuine heart ❤️
I am happy that now as I have my money and my fame, it didn’t change me. As a girl, I have the achievements that only one in ten of my age can achieve in my country. But I still feel like a simple and genuine little soul
I am excited about small things, I like looking at trees, I get so childishly happy when I’m in my circle of people
Is being simple bad? I always wanted to be someone else: to be a sarcastic woman with dark humor, to be a mysterious manipulative person. Now I don’t. Why? - Cuz those qualities don’t belong to me. And I don’t want to change for anyone to just look good for them. I’m tired of satisfying people, so that’s why I stopped. Okay I’m naive, okay I can’t use sarcastic humor or talk about economics or political events, cuz I don’t even want that or interest in it. If sb knows it, it doesn’t mean they’re better than me. It just means they are interested in things I have zero interest in.
I call it
self-respect: when I give my attention and care only to those things that truly matter to me. I know exactly what I like and don’t.
So why should I feel stupid for the things that don’t even matter to me? Why should I give my attention to people or things that I have zero interest in?
So this is the realization that helped me to achieve all these things I now have and love myself the way I am
Part II coming…@asalkhon_sharipova