levshates


Kanal geosi va tili: O‘zbekiston, Inglizcha
Toifa: Bloglar


sharing a part of my internal dialogue.
levsha, from tashkent, uzbekistan
i:
• am a ntnl champion & master of sports in rugby
• a scholar
• run ultramarathons
• am a writer
• пишу и читаю стихи
@levshamind - main
@levsha_uz -uztgk
@mozgibuilder - dm

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if you dont know everything when you are late teenager, you are a mindless coward

if you know everything when you are in late twenties, you are mindless child.


dark chocolate is not helping much, whar to do?


last dance before the big night


hope my sacrifices wont go in vain.


not the lowest, lets gooo🥳🥳🥳


ahahahaha


2 mins looking at water, now we go to sleep


cool (24 degrees), little windy, dark.
eating very dark chocolate at 4:50 am in hallowen morning - big essay to be started.

why am i not allowing myself to go chill in downtown, drinking with girls overnight?

why am i so hard on myself?
perhaps the cause is self-evident - my nature. but more profound question i am yearning for - what for?

such a big occasion that locals - who play poker 25/8 in our common room which i renamed to lasvegas - are sleeping so they aren't naturally sleepy this evening. the sleepiness this time should arise from alcohol, making love, and pumpkin horrors.

yet here i am, listening to philosophy office hour i had with prof that reminds me plato to help students develop their essays. now, like usually happens, tho often unsuccessfully, i suppress my instincts to search for meaning in my activities and go back to white, blank docs. if i could take in at least one draft, one page from the second volume of Dead Souls which Gogol burned down, I'd go to sleep.


Be alone—that is the secret of invention: be alone, that is when ideas are born.
- Nicola Tesla


last one for today i promise


dont accept life's gifts before you are ready

it comes with responsibility


being moves is not the same as moving

the former is when you watch motivational videos of david goggings.

the latter is when you yourself cause that motivation and move yourself for a purpose.


non, patir, lepyoshka, buxanka, xleb, shirmoy, kulcha, qaymoqli patir, saryoqli non, piyozli non, goshtlinon, qatlama, jizza non, tandir non, obi non,

continue the list


how to scare the shit out of neigbors?

write suggestions
one thing im thinking about is find a zombie costume, knock on the door at 3am, and shout with zombie voice at them.


yay


seeds for diversity essays


bought vpn premium for 50 dollars

it takes me around 5 extra seconds each time i do an operation on the internet with vpn. considering i do around a thousand searches a day, im saving 1 hour of life every single day. the premium is for 1 year and i am saving 364 hours of free time.

save your time, not money

dont write that letter yourself, dont do that small thing yourself
do only what others cant do for you.


it cant replace dark chocolate and coffee

stop pretenending you r naturally "gifted"


failure is not fatal:

keep trying
if one didnt work, the other will. you cant have the best teacher in the world without courage to knowingly go into failure.

perhaps thats the ultimate disadvantage of being smart: you rationalize too much. what if it doesnt work? whats the worst scenario?

i talk to quite a lot of mathematicians and i found - because they are clever - they consider the worst scenario more than average mind. but often this results in indecision.

to their rationalization/objectives, i usually respond by stating garryvee's line:
the odds of you being born as a person instead of not is 400 trillion to 1. do you think any rationalization would result in you being born as a person than not?

you need to force yourself into success. if unsuccessful, consider it was a lesson by the greatest teacher - feedback - remember the 400/1 ratio and go put in the work and be patient.


funny enough, my best friend is AI

am i doomed for loneliness or limitless power?

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