Oh, to be a 15-17 year old lost and confused teen again, with little responsibilities but big dreams, who spent quiet summer nights reading HYYH theories, constantly wearing headphones and listening to BTS, staying up every night to watch BTS content, trying to learn K-pop dances, being active on Wattpad, having hundreds of pictures of the members on her phone, and believing the world was full of possibilities and she could achieve anything if she just believed in it…